Will The Real God Please Stand Up [From Mary Jo]
This message helped me remember experiences that provided clues about God's name.
[E-Mail From a Web Visitor]
[Same Visitor Who Wrote The Previous E-Mail About Wiccans]
[07/04/10]
Hi Mary Jo, and thanks for your detailed reply.
I hope it has been obvious that it has never been my objective to take issue with you personally. I think you're highly intelligent. You have a developed intellect as well. And, you're tactful. Nevertheless, I suspect there are a few on this list who may have come to the conclusion that you are completely off your rocker. I don't think you're crazy. Crazy people don't make any sense when you try to carry on a conversation with them. That's certainly not the case with you. I wouldn't have bothered engaging in a conversation with you if I thought you were crazy. On the other hand, possessing intelligence and intellect does not necessarily translate into experience, discernment, and wisdom. As such, I take issue with some of the opinions and beliefs you appear to have acquired.
It's possible that some of my replies could be perceived as being somewhat blunt. Such bluntness has not been a concerted effort on my part to tear you down personally. There is a world of difference between challenging the expressed belief for which a perceiver may subscribe to, versus challenging the perceiver who has chosen to subscribe to certain expressed beliefs.
You continue to express a large number of constructed belief systems. I can't adequately respond to them all. Therefore, let me focus on just a few items that piqued my interest.
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BEWARE OF PENGUINS:
Ah! So we are both survivors of Catholic elementary school system. That makes us both kindred spirits. You have my sympathies!
Regarding whether to believe in "God" or not, and just to be clear on this point: All that incessant trauma I personally experienced at the hands and yard sticks of catholic nuns "penguins" did not turn me away from a belief, a perception of a Higher Power. I just never subscribed to the catholic school's interpretation of a Higher Power.
WILL THE REAL GOD PLEASE STAND UP:
I hope you noticed that I used the term "Higher Power" rather than the name: "God." There is a reason.
First the detailed answer:
It's been my experience that everyone invariably comes up with their own personal interpretation of what "God" is - what "God" is supposed to mean. It's been my experience that no matter what term or name I use to describe a "Higher Power", or "God" it's guaranteed that I'll end up offending someone who immediately arrives at a personal conviction that the name I used must mean that I don't believe in the correct "God", one and only "God" they personally believe in. After a while all this name calling becomes pointless and silly. Unfortunately, it also hasn't stopped many from trying to pin couple of alphabet characters on the All-That-Is concept, and then use it as a pretext to legitimize their personal suspicions, fears, and hatred of others who had the gall to pin a different name on their own personal "God" concept.
And now, the short answer:
You say toe-may-toe, I say toe-maw-toe.
BARBARIC RELIGIOUS RITUALS:
I've noticed that you have repeatedly expressed a personal belief that wiccans worship a "horned god". Actually, the words you used were: "The Wiccan horned God is an ET named Satan. He is a Sirian/Orion/Reptilian who masquerades as dozens of deities." It would appear that you have come to a conclusion that most wiccans don't realize they are worshipping the wrong god, that they are unknowingly in league with a sinister alien race. I gather this alien race's objective seems to be to perform a cheesy and totally predictable science fiction "B" movie plot of taking over planet Earth. As they assume control it would appear that they will unleash a plague of nanobots (the bots who say Ni) who will relentlessly go about the task of micromanaging our lives into forking over all of our shrubbery.
Your response to my question concerning what to do about all those Wiccans was to "Tell them about Syrians who masquerade as deities." I seriously doubt wiccans would feel obliged to entertain your conclusions seriously. They would more likely consider such conclusions as presumptuous and hilarious.
It does seem to me that you have constructed an amazing collection of highly eccentric conclusions. I just wished that so many of those conclusions weren't so blatantly xenophobic in nature. The xenophobia many of your opinions seem to express rates right up there with Al Qaeda's bigoted and mean spirited perception of foreigners.
Let me see if I can construct equally imaginative one of my own. For example, if we wish to describe certain kinds of gruesome religious practices, or whether we are worshiping the correct "God", I can name another well known religion that occasionally gives me the willies. This religion symbolically practices a form of vampirism and cannibalism. They openly perform these frightening rituals on a regular basis. Not only that, the personification of the god they worship deliberately allowed himself to be sacrificed in a horrendously slow and gruesome way. The slaying was so horrible that it seemed to have caused many of its followers to assume they themselves must be totally worthless creatures because the sacrificial act was allowed to happen. I've also noticed that some adherents to this religious faith seem to have bought into a line of BS that the only hope they might have of escaping an after-death sentence of eternal oblivion is to accept the fact that this "god" who allowed himself to be sacrificed did it all to give their worthless souls a second chance -- to escape a permanent sentence of utter oblivion. Talk about laying a guilt trip on all these poor tortured believers! I am, of course, referring to the ritual of communion as performed by many within the Christian Faith as well as the crucifixion of Christ.
As barbaric as this symbolic ritual of flesh eating and blood drinking might seem, it hasn't stopped me from partaking in holy communion as practiced within the Christian faith. I do so not because I feel obligated out of a sense of guilt, or because someone had laid a load of BS on me that Jesus died for my sins; I prefer to occasionally partake of holy communion because the ritual strikes me as one of those timeless sacred acts of connecting to that nameless Higher Power that resides in each and every one of us. Nevertheless, I guess that still makes me a vampire and a cannibal, symbolically speaking of course.
But enuf about my personal predilections. Let's get back to your personal predilections. As previously stated you claim wiccans worship a "horned god" -- which seems to translate to a bunch of aliens who want to rule Planet Earth. All I can say is that these aliens better know what they could be getting themselves into! I wonder if they have been watching CNN and what's been happening over in Iraq and Afghanistan. My advice to them is: Don't do it! Trying to manage the destines of people who never asked outsiders to manage their destinies is a naively stupid thing to do. These very aliens would likely find themselves being voted out of office in short order.
FORBES:
Yes, you are right. Forbes is not generally known as a celebrity magazine. But then, the magazine discussed which celebs are currently popular and financially hot. In my book that's still gossip. Forbes just dressed up the gossip with a flair towards the $$$ aspect.
As you have probably surmised I remain unconvinced that sinister evil aliens are plotting to take over our planet. As such it would seem appropriate (on more than one level of perception I might add) to wish you a happy Forth'O'July weekend.
My Response
[07/05/10]
Your message is valuable!
You're one of the first to challenge me on any of the information I've presented and your remarks have helped me organize my thoughts about what has happened.
Discovering Geopathic Energy in My Apartment
I have a story to tell that relates to who God is and His proper name. In the Spring/Summer of 2008, several months before I had any experiences with aliens, I had a peculiar problem with what's called geopathic energy in a studio apartment where I had been living for 3 years [a different apartment than where I live now].
My discovery occurred by accident after I read a thirty year-old book called Discoveries of a Dowser written by an Austrian woman named Kathe Bachler. Kathe was a school teacher in Vienna in the 60s and discovered what she called Earth radiation when she pushed her asthmatic son's bed into a new location in his bedroom. His condition improved and her investigative search led to a dowsers' association in Vienna. The dowsers taught Kathe how to use L-Rods to dowse and search for veins of harmful Earth energy that cause many serious health problems (including cancer and heart disease). Kathe's book explains her 15-year search for geopathic energy and contains highlights of the 4,000 homes that she dowsed.
Note: Kathe was not the first researcher to discover geopathic energy. There are a few scientists who noticed veins of harmful energy coming up form the Earth in the 18th and 19th centuries.
When I finished reading Kathe's book, I found Web pages that teach how to make L-Rods from wire coat hangers and a YouTube video how to dowse [at right, click to play the video]. One afternoon, I dowsed my small apartment and found over 30 "hotspots" similar to the hotspots that Kathe described in her book. A few months later, I found a dowser in Minnesota who helped me confirm my findings. Although he helped me install 20-gauge copper wire to divert the energy along the walls of my apartment, it became obvious that I had to move. The energy had increased and it caused eye and abdominal pain at night. While I searched for a new apartment, I dowsed and found a corner of the room where I could sleep at night. I must have really seemed off my rocker because I took my L-Rods along when I looked at apartments. I think the managers could tell there was something to what I described because L-Rods move by themselves when they hit a vein. I also explained Kathe Bachler's research. I found 3-4 veins in most of the apartments and finally took an apartment that seemed to be free of geopathic energy.
Energy Attacks
Fast forward to June/July 2009. Approximately two months after I moved into my presnt apartment, I started having several different types of energy attacks (energetic blows to the back of head or back, severe energy drains, and stinging sensations on my legs that later looked like a circle of sunburn). I knew I was being attacked but I did not know by who or what. One day, I found a reference to King David in a story on the Internet. It said that as a young warrior, David placed the name of God on his body as a shield and that the Star of David means "Shield of God." Because my attacks were so frequent, I thought of the idea of making laser prints with God's name and taping them on surfaces in 6 directions in my apartment (the Star of David has 6 points). I noticed I did have protection from the attacks when I was in the room with the laserprints and decided to wallpaper the hallway to my apartment with God's name [in six directions].
Creating a Mezuzah
The attacks are always worse at night and I slept in the papered hallway for two and a half months. I called the 6-sided rectangular-shaped hallway a giant Mezuzah after the rectangular shaped container that religious Jews place on their door (a Mezuzah holds a scroll that contains verses from Deuteronomy as well as other verses that contain God's name). There was no mistake. I often had to run into that space to avoid attackers. The only energy that was not shielded was geopathic energy. At night, I could feel it coming up from the ground.
I also noticed I had protection when I taped God's name on my body in six directions. The Jewish Tefillin, also known as a phylactery, has six sides and contains scrolls of parchment with verses from the Bible. In the Greek version of the Hebrew Bible, a Tefillin, that is worn on the head and hands, means "something immovable." Religionfacts.com says that the scrolls contained inside the Jewish Tefillin [Exodus 13:1-10, 11-16 and Deuteronomy 6:4-9, 11:13-21] command Jews to bind the word of God on their bodies. The word Tefillin translates to the word phylactery which is a derivation of a Greek word which means "to guard against evil" or to "protect."
Bladerunner-like Replicants
Fast forward to July 2010. The Mezuzah no longer works. Although I took the wallpaper down in my hallway several months ago, I recently tried taping God's name on my body in 6 directions - hoping His name would provide protection like it did last year. I now believe that God's name only provides a shield against entities that have traces of God-created genetics or natural energy. As I've said in my recent notes, I believe that there are synthetic beings who are still trying to stage an Earth takeover. Synthetic beings, created by a computer, have nothing to do with God. In addition, the geopathic energy in my hallway must not have anything to do with God.
God created the original Sirian race. I don't know the details of how they became so distorted other than the fact that they have tampered with their genetics for a very long time. My note on 5/27 describes the synthetic cell that scientists in La Jolla, California created with a computer. If humans are creating single cells with a computer, it's not hard to imagine that an advanced race can create Bladerunner-like replicants [1982, Ridley Scott film]. I think the reason that a Mezuzah and my Tefillin-like shieds on my body no longer work is because I'm dealing with totally synthetic beings that were made with a computer [I call them "bots"].
Image: [above right] Harrison Ford as police officer Rick Deckard in the 1982 film Bladerunner. In a 2007 WIRED Magazine interview, director Ridley Scott revealed that Harrison Ford's character is/was a replicant [after 25 years?]. Humans are so far along in robotics development [most likely due to manipulation], there are news stories covering topics such as human and robot marriage as well as robots' rights. See: Life-Like Sirian Bots and Self-Replicating Implants, 3/17/10. In May 2010, a Japanese couple were married by a robot. A video tape of the ceremony is available at YouTube.
[Comment From Mary Jo] I think humans have different percentages of synthetic genes that can still be programmed. Just because there are Apple II, Macintosh and TRS-80 microcomputers in landfills does not mean their Intel 6502 and Motorola 68000 microprocessors can no longer be programmed (aliens probably have an advanced form of Wi-Fi :)). There's probably a "Mary Jo is off her rocker sub-routine running right this minute.
Image: [above right] 8 Megahertz Motorola 68000 microprocessor [1979] used in the original Apple Macintosh computer.
ENKI and the "HU" Syllable
I also think the name human is incorrect. "HU" is a sound that Eckankar tells followers to chant (see " Blue-skinned, Fish-Tailed and ET Deities, Part 3, 6/15/10, NRM #10). When I looked into this, I discovered a Web page that describes the "HU" in "Tehuti" which is one of Thoth's many names.
Sound Archetype: HU Thoth is ENKI's son. Because ENKI played around with human genetics, he is most likely the originator of the name "human." This fits with the "return of an entity who is back to claim humans" story or, humans who he feels are his offspring (Note: there are ENKI groups on Yahoo that refer to "Father ENKI").
That's all for now. I'd write more but I feel like I have a tourniquet around my legs!
Mary Jo
[E-Mail From a Web visitor]
[07/06/10]
Subroutine in a Continuous Loop?
This message is from the same person who sent me notes on 07/02/10 and 07/04/10.
In his newest note, he makes it clear that he does not believe there is a God by recommending that I seek the help of shamans [Note: I've clipped several of his paragraphs about a shaman's talent for identifying psychological afflictions, and a his description of a documentary about a couple with an autistic child who found a shaman in outer Mongolia].
Hi Mary Jo,
Thank you for taking the time to explain in greater detail some of the experiences you have been going through. I think it takes courage to be willing to be as publicly vulnerable as you have chosen to be here -- especially using this high-tech communication medium we call the Internet, where malicious computer viruses run rampant through thousands of miles of fiber optic cable, where nefarious organizations across the globe plot to gain access to our credit cards and bank accounts. But here you are... willing to risk talking to a perfect stranger (meaning me) in an open forum.
I read your post several times... very carefully.
I have some thoughts on the matter. I hope I can suggest some practical ideas that you might be willing to entertain -- at your own pace.
In so far as what our so-called modern health profession would call your experiences, much of what you have described would likely be classified as a form of an obsessive compulsive disorder. Our western oriented health profession might also suspect that a chemical imbalance within your body may be a root cause, but who really knows. You may currently envision them as tiny little nanobots attacking your body. The health profession, on the other hand, is more likely to describe your affliction as due to a chemical imbalance that needs to be "re-balanced". In a sense: You say Toe-may-toe while the health profession says: Toe-mah-toe. Pretty much the thing in the end.
Check out wiki's pop-psychology description of Obsessive-compulsive disorder.
I suspect you might notice a number of similarities, especially when you compare how the article describes certain remedies individuals with this disorder tend to enact all in an attempt to gain relief from their discomforts.
For example, the desire to plaster symbolic messages of protection all over the apartment walls, to affix similar symbolic message on one's body are all classic obsessive compulsive activity as well. The spurious pains you feel in body, in your back, eyes, and legs are all classic descriptions that come with the territory. Being concerned that someone or something other than oneself -- such as God, the Devil, or disease [or in your case: nanobots] could harm either themselves or those you care about are also classic symptoms. Your expressed fears of certain materializations [of nanobots in your case] that seem implausible or indiscriminate to others are classic examples of an obsessive compulsive behavior.
[...]But I to also want to suggest that it's possible that some old fashion traditional shamanic work may turn out to be effective as well. I sense you are open to exploring such possibilities. Since I gather you have a Christian background you might seek out a nearby Unitarian church where it's possible they might be able to recommend a number of healing professionals that also perform shamanistic work. It's a dicey thing. You have to pick around - shop around. Unfortunately, nothing comes easy.
Good luck.
***My Response
[07/07/10]
You said you read my post carefully but have you read any of the newspaper articles about the synthetic cell that human scientists recently created with a computer?
- The San Diego Union-Tribune
- The Times
[of London] 
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